monday blahs

feeling much better today. i have one day of antibiotics left, and am sounding quite a bit more like myself. took it pretty easy this weekend ..... went to the park yesterday, ate some orange sherbert, and people watched. it was 70-something degrees outside, and everyone had a case of spring fever, i think. there were so many people out! i had an early dinner with the wife, and then started my journey home. i only live about 40 miles south of Tulsa, but it seems like an eternity sometimes. the drive was nice, though. i had the windows rolled down and the radio completely turned off, just listening to the sound of the road. i've been in kind of a funk lately, but i'm sure it will pass. i just feel really displaced - kind of like i'm just floating along. i have a great life, and i'm not depressed or anything.... i'm just not particularly "happy" these days. i'm sure everyone goes through times like this. i was reading stephanie's blog this morning, and relate to her "judgment" post. not all of the blahs i have are boy-related, but you know..... i just can't help thinking about it. i think it's something everyone hungers for, even if they say they are completely happy being single. i look forward to the day i come home to a home and a family of my own. ahhh, it will be so great. of course, then i'll probably long for the life i have now. single, no restrictions, no obligations, no one to check in with, etc. really everyone says enjoy being single while it lasts.... and i do..... i guess the grass is just always greener. :)