Random Confessions About Random Things to Random People II

i borrowed (...a'hem STOLE) this idea from Kat. i thought this was a perfect post for a day where i got nothin'. (Kal'el, if you're reading.... EVERY time i say "i got nothin" or hear someone else say that -- i think of you!) the way you chew chips with your mouth open drives me absolutely crazy, other than that - i like you pretty much all the time. i would really love to be friends with you, but the fact that i like your husband more than you poses a huge problem. we try to all hang out and have a good time, but you get jealous when i pay any attention to him at all. i try to keep the attention scales a little heavier on your side to prevent such things, but it's not my fault - he is just cooler than you are. you have completely moved on with your life, but there is a big part of me that wishes we were still together. i day-dream of how things used to be and of what i would say if i saw you again. i miss you terribly, and i'm sorry for the things i said to you. i'm disappointed in the life you have made for yourself. you have such potential, and yet you rest in complacency. you think you have reached the highest possible point, and others only see decadence. i wish you would hunger for better things. set goals. have dreams. you think i crave attention from you, but i really just want you to go away. there is absolutely nothing in this world that could make me want you or anything to do with you. i thought you'd be tired of the rejection by now, but you seem to be an unstoppable force. you are a source of irritation for me. everytime you call, i try to act excited to hear from you --- but i just really don't have anything to say to you anymore. nothing bad happened, i just feel like we are not really good friends anymore. and i think i'll stop there for now. :) happy wednesday!